1997 JOHN MUIR WILDERNESS 50 MILER HARMONY'S JOURNAL

JULY 18TH 1997

This is my fourth 50, and the first time I've kept a journal.  I started one in 1995, on my second 50, but I wasn't a very faithful journal-writer and the entries were pitiful, if not completely non-existent.  I gave up completely on this journal-writing business last Summer, and just left the job to Emma, who wrote a very amusing journal, filled with the usual Emma pizzazz.
The drive started out okay - Laura, Heber, Ann, an I in Heber's car.  We were grouped in cars according to musical taste, and apparently the Moody Blues, George Michael, and Queen are "hoaky (hoky? hokie? I don't really know how that's spelled!) musical groups.  (At least, that's what the Scouts in the other car claim.  They were listening to music Miss Molly would call thick stew.) Unfortunately, after a while the road started to get curvy, and I felt more carsick today than I have in a long time.  At least Ann was kind enough to let me rest my head on her knee, where I was able to sleep, and everybody knows you can't feel carsick when you're asleep.  (Actually, I guess you don't feel much of anything when you're asleep; at least, you aren't aware that you're feeling anything.)
Our camp is half-way set up at the moment: ground covers have been laid out, but sleeping bags are still cozily stuffed in their stuff sacks.  I will probably finish setting up after this journal entry, and then try to write a little more before I go to bed.  Ann, Molly, and I are sleeping in the same little nook tonight, and it should be cozy, since it is surrounded by stately rocks acting as wind guards.  I am lucky tonight - I will be sleeping in-between Ann and Molly, which assures warmth.
The sweet stillness of the outdoors is broken only occasionally by the blaring whoosh of a car, and the sky is an enormous, endless blue.
Dinner was the traditional, nummy spaghetti with meaty sauce, and Oreos with milk for dessert.  Someone (wish I knew who to give the credit to, but I don't - sorry) built a campfire with Nicole's permission and somewhat obvious enthusiasm, but Molly, Ann, and I are already tucked in.  I guess I never was big on campfires - the warmth is great, but then the world feels even colder when you finally move away.  I hope I won't be cold tonight.  I shouldn't be, not with this nifty "expedition-weight" thermal top I've got on.  Of course, I'm not wearing socks in my sleeping bag, and everyone knows why.
Molly just peeped her head out of her bag to tell me that she's stuck with one leg in and one leg out of her thermals.  It's okay, though, she says she'll handle it.  Oh, good! I just heard a triumphant, "I'm in!" so I guess the problem is solved.  The other good thing to report on Miss Molly is that she successfully cleaned her belly-button ring.
Everyone but us is looking at the stars, but all I can see clearly when I look out of my sleeping bag is the moon, all milky and radiant.  The moon has always held a certain fascination with me.  Maybe it's because every time I look at the moon I think of ice cream.  Yes, I think that's it...

JULY 19TH 1997

I was, just as I hoped, as warm as could be last night.  (I envy the way Ann and Molly radiate heat, but I don't mind sharing in their abilities.) Molly told me this morning that she'd dreamt she was lost in the woods and desperately called my name, but I didn't come—her rescue.  It must have been a pretty vivid dream, since she demanded to know why I hadn't come to save her from the bears that would have inevitably been after her.  (I guess the problem was that without my contacts, I just don't hear too well.)
Breakfast was really good - Egg McMuffins and orange juice.  The eggs were scrambled (my preference) and the orange juice was sweet and tangy.  We hit the trail around 10 AM with Nicole in the lead.  Almost the entire 3.8 miles was uphill, and all of it was on just about the dustiest trail I've ever seen, or not seen, as the case was with my contacts.
We are at Duck Lake right now, and Ann, Molly, and I are already curled into sleeping bags.  Molly, Shannon, and Nicole got into bathing costumes (translation: swimming suits) and actually went swimming earlier, which should earn them some sort of bravery prize because that water was cold.  Ann and I sat near the shore and sponged off with a bandanna, which doesn't do much, but at least it gets through the first layer of dirt.  I will wait until the layover day to wash my hair and really get clean.
Laura lost a "dead" tooth today during lunch.  I didn't see it happen, but I guess it fell out on some jerky.  She looks really cute with her straw hat and missing tooth, but she has sworn not to give us any toothy grins for the camera for the rest of the outing.
Today is Ann's 18th birthday! Her thoughtful sister Karen baked some dee-licious brownies, which were enjoyed by everyone.  (Thank you, Karen!) Ann was presented a brownie with a little candle in it, and we sang to her, and she blew it out.  (Happy, happy birthday, Ann! Welcome to adulthood...) Everyone sat around the fire chatting for a long time tonight- a very long time, indeed.

JULY 20TH 1997

Oatmeal is not my favorite breakfast food, but then I suppose I'm probably pickiest eater you'll ever meet, and the only thing I really enjoy having for breakfast is Cinnamon Toast Crunch cereal with ice-cold milk.  Can you guess that today was an oatmeal day?
Shannon led today - she kept up a steady pace as she led us up up up to Scepter Lake, where we are now.  It was (I think) an 8 mile hike which started off with a cross-country climb along broken granite chunks, and then continued through mosquito-infested marsh.  I twisted my ankle somewhere along the way, and the pain of impact was enough to bring tears to my eyes, but it stopped hurting immediately after that.
We were soooo dusty when we got her that everyone took off (threw off, maybe? ) their packs and put on aqua socks and waded out to a shallow rock near the edge of the lake.  Molly and Shannon actually swam (which again should earn them some kind of bravery award because it was chilly water and dunking one's head in it only produces a brain-freeze), but Ann, Suzanne, and I just soaked up the sun on the rock and kept ourselves at a comfortable temperature by putting our feet in the water. Eventually, Laura braved the water, and came back drenched from head to toe, but looking so refreshed that she convinced Ann and I to go dunk our heads in the water.  Let me tell you something: I'm not sure if the brain-freeze or the water was more refreshing...
I can hear thunder now, and the clouds overhead are folding into gray.  Heber has been wishing for a thunder storm this entire outing, and he may well get his wish before the Miler is through.
I just gave Molly a tattoo, which proclaims in bold letters across her back, "Molly is the Messiah." Of course, she is the author of these words, I am merely a tattoo artist.  Now Ann is acting as a tattoo artist, and has just drawn a gecko on my right thigh.  It was a nice looking gecko until she tried to give it sunglasses, and it turned out to look more like an alien.  Oh well, I kinda think it looks nifty, my alien gecko...
We've finished dinner - Beef Teriyaki, my favorite.  I ate lots, which is a good thing, since tomorrow is supposedly the hardest day; Tuesday is then layover.
The thunder storm that was threatening us earlier seems to have faded without a drop or rain.  That's a little bit of a disappointment to me - I like rain, its relaxing and mending, and anyway, I've never had the opportunity to hike in the rain before.

JULY 21st 1997

Today was supposed to be the very hardest day, but I didn't think it was all that bad, especially since Miss Molly kept up such a strong pace.  It was motivational, I think.  After doing some terrifying steep downhill (at least, I thought it was scary- but then I don't feel secure on my feet going downhill so sharply), we galloped through the buggiest marsh I've ever encountered.  Saying that we "galloped" was not an understatement - Eve never seen us move the way we did through those mosquitoes.  They were so thick and ravenous that we just kept going and going at this insane pace, and we didn't dare stop because we knew we'd be eaten alive if we did.
Today's final destination was planned to be Pearl Lake, but things got rearranged because Heber got his wish and there was a brilliant rain storm, complete with thunder and lightening.  We paused briefly to put on ponchos and cover our packs, and then we continued on to Portal Lake, where we set up a temporary, emergency shelter.  We wanted to wait out the storm in comfort, so we set up a stove and were served hot drinks.  Then, Paul and Heber looked for a campsite that would be suitable for the night.  They found one just about 20 yards away, and that is where we set UD camp when the storm subsided.
Everyone was cold and wet, so we built a roaring, welcoming fire.  After dinner, we congregated around the fire and discussed alternate route options.  We could push on to Guest Lake tomorrow (weather permitting, of course, and it would be 5.5 miles cross-country) and have our layover there on Wednesday; or we could hike to Pearl Lake tomorrow (1 mile cross country) and the spend the rest of that day as a layover; or we could stay here (at Portal Lake) tomorrow for a layover.  I wanted to push on to Guest Lake, but was outvoted.  So, it would seem that we are staying here tonight, and laying over here tomorrow, and going on to Guest Lake on Wednesday.

JULY 22nd , 1997

I was just summoned up the rocks to take a look at a breathtaking sunset comprised of clouds tinted the color of "Benadryl tablets," as Nicole put it.  (It should be noted that Nicole has been on Benadryl for the last couple of days because of a case of Poison Ivy she got in Steven's Creek Reservoir before the outing.) I tend to agree with Miss Molly, who called the magenta stain on the sky "unearthly" It's not just any day (or any place) that the sky glows crimson this way.  It was truly fascinating.  Aside from the sore muscles, there are the moments I relish on 50's.  This must be a way of making up for an entire day of drizzly rain.
Molly and I decided this morning we were going to stay in bed until noon today- it was our little treat to ourselves for having had to get up at 4 AM to build a shelter.  I had woken then to the gentle pattering of rain on my face, and my first groggy realization was that it was snowing, but really it was raining, and pitch black, and 4 o'clock in the morning.  I woke Ann and Molly up, and Nicole, Shannon, Suzanne, and Nicole were up directly afterwards.  The chilly rain was a superb motivator, and a shelter was up in just a few minuses.  (Upon reflection, it really was a convenient thing that all the Scouts were sleeping in a row that night - it meant we didn't have to shuffle sleeping bags and belongings underneath a common shelter.)  Everyone scurried under the shelter, and there was the sound of zippers being furiously zipped.  Molly and I "compacted" for warmth with our sides pressed together, a position which made Molly dream we were Siamese twins.  Anyway, I didn't sleep well after that, and that is why I was in bed (bed?) until noon.  (Heber's weather report for tonight? Windy.)
Today was an unusual layover day: it was so cold and damp that we didn't get the usual layover day chores done.  Shannon, Molly, and I washed our hair in just-melted snow water (yes, it did cause brain-freeze, but the clean feeling afterwards was well worth it!!).
Ann and I came up with a theory about "gnomes," which is a code word for cute, sensitive guys.  We are searching this week for the "gnome mobile," which is a special sort of car that you can program to lead you directly to Mr.  Right.  All you've got to do is enter in your ideal man's looks and values, and the "gnome mobile" will take you straight to him.  We are creative, aren't we? Well, it's just like my Nana always says, 'I don't know where young people today are supposed to meet each other, except in those silly singles bars."
Just an hour or so ago, we were struggling to get the bear bag rope over the limb of a tree, and now everyone is sitting silently around the campfire, writing in journals.  That really was a tough branch we had to throw the rope over, and despite our desperate pleas to the Force of Jedi (or something like that), and Molly's worshipping of the Tree Gods, we just couldn't get the rope over it.  Finally, with Ann, Shannon, and Nicole raising their arms to embrace the Force, and Molly on her knees at the base of the tree, her head down on the ground, arms outstretched, I threw the rock and it went over the limb securely.  We were set to put up our bear bags.  Molly and I felt the need to do a little dance of gratitude, so as not to anger the Tree Gods nor the Force of the Jedi for their generosity.  I couldn't have done it without their help.  (I mean, after all, if they had wafted much longer to help me out, wouldn't we have had to put that bear bag up in the dark?)
This really is a weird campfire - everyone is silent, writing furiously in their journals.

JULY 23RD, 1997

I am sitting close beside a cheerful fire, having just enjoyed the most amusing fire building session ever.  You see, we were having a difficult time getting the damp wood to light on fire, so we started inventing methods of coaxing the fire to blaze.  Someone's (I don't remember who, but whoever she is, she'd probably rather remain anonymous) idea was to use those little baggies we have to stuff our "supplies" (you know what I mean) in, and that worked okay, but we were already starting to get silly, so why not get really silly? We decided to try something else along those same lines: tampons.  Tampons are made of cotton and cardboard, right? Those substances burn, right? The men are out fishing, they'll never know we got the fire started, night? I shall never forget Molly's careful syringe demo, nor the way we laughed and laughed, and then laughed even harder when the men came back and were wary of our fire.  Lots of interesting comments came up on the way, but they're probably better left unsaid.
I woke up at 6:40 this morning, misread my watch, and woke Ann up with the announcement that it was 7:30, and why hadn't the leaders woken us up yet? She corrected me instantly, and flopped on to her other side in disgust.  I took a look at the lake - it wasn't there.  The fog had shrouded the lake so completely that I couldn't see it at all.  (Well, I don't see too well without contacts to begin with, but...)
Just a few minutes later, the sky started to pour buckets, and an improved emergency shelter took shape.  All nine of us piled underneath it, and we had some serious bonding discussing Sesame Street and Mr. Roger's.  When the rain slowed to a light sprinkle we could push on to Half Moon Lake, while it was still partially clear.
Ann led today - she kept up a smooth, steady pace so that we could all stay together.  We left Portal Lake at 1 :15, so we made the seven-mile trek to Half Moon Lake just in time for dinner and the campfire.  (By the way, we had Beef Stroganoff dinner, and it was, um, half-way edible.) The plans for the rest of the outing are somewhat undecided at the moment -everything depends on the bugs and the weather.

JULY 25TH , 1997

Last night Ann and I organized and executed our Scout's Own.  We thought it would be a good idea for us to do it, since we are the two graduating Seniors, and this is our last 50 as Scouts.  We both agreed that it wouldn't be a heavy affair, that we would keep it light and just let people talk if they had something to say.  In 50's past, Scout's Own has been more ~ "_- contrived, with no one speaking out of turn, and Scouts only being able to comment when it was their turn in the circle to talk.  Last year, Emma changed all that, and Ann and I continued in her footsteps.
Of course, there was one really bittersweet moment: (when I gave Elmo to Molly.  this was Elmo's third 50, and I want him to go on many 50's to come, and I felt his legacy would be best preserved by Molly, who is an enthusiastic Scout.  Elmo's duties have included comforter, model for photos, and, yes, even a "sleeping bag buddy.  I hope that he will continue to be a part of the Troop, and, Heber, please remember to add him to the Equipment List, if you have the time.
We hiked out today, and had showers and pizza and flush toilets and shampoo and shaved legs and sodas and car rides and in Heber's car we even had "hoaky" music.  (My favorite...)